Wednesday, April 18, 2007
it feels so much like before. but why do i feel more unwanted now than ever?
why do i always have to say the wrong things.
why do i speak my mind but distort the meaning somehow.
to me you're always the best. and i'm always too lucky to have you to myself.
so how is it possible, for me to put you down.
incompetent, weak, hopeless, are words associated to me. not you.
and 14th april 2006, i was feeling inferior.
i remember begging you to forgive me in front of almost everybody, you, your friends my mama.
if you want me to do it again.
pick the place choose the time. i'll gladly do anything for you.
just dont ever let go.
you wont regret. i know. cos i will.
just stay please.