hmm, props to you(: i underestimated the power of chains of carbon molecules apparently. still, taking the time you spent to track us down into consideration. it's not really an impressive feat you pulled.
tried all combinations and forms of endearment ash and i use aye? and finally you hit the obvious. my xiaoxigua i gave myself away. poutpoutpout. darling i'm deadly pissed. we avoid. they give chase. scrampling up to your door. like some wild whore.
baby you know just 3 hours ago. i was locked up in some staircase. all the staircase doorways in the building were auto-locked. i was just running down to usher those late guests in. ran up and down the staircase countless times. it's a 12 level building. claustrophobia and athazagoraphobia striking together. i screamed shouted yelled wailed punched kicked navigated. the staircase system is more than just a maze really, the handphone's like a lump of useless metal i threw against the wall out of frustration sorry. no reception at all in the staircase. then some random cleaner spotted me. the first thing she said to me was. are you ok? who did this to you. i must've looked really abused.
times like this. the first thing i think of. is you. no matter which secluded corner i try to hide to shed those tears. you can always locate me. still remember those times when i rush down to you every night even without a handphone? (: i'll always wait for you at the same spot. hours after hours. just for you. cos i know you'll come to me somehow. some day. now i just want you to do the same. the wait is going to be gruelling, but there wont be disappointment for you at all. cos i've stupidly made the most vital and precious part of me wait.
yes, i remember every single moment we shared. from how i tried to feed a stray cat with my lime flavored ice cream to how you ran with me along railmall cos of those eeksy bat shrieks. random bits like these. i have a few million snippets (: <3