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1:43 AM

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

darling!
i know u don't like this pink coz hard to read but it's pretty!
ok i change color.
darling i have a wish. only this wish in this lifetime.
it's below written in invisible ink:

i want a life with you out of singapore.
nz sounds really good. or australia. even US of A.
i really wanna get out of singapore.
with you.

darling. will my wish ever come true? :)
imu. very much. :'S

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5:33 AM

Friday, August 24, 2007

hello baby.
i'm at work now.
surprisingly they didnt block blogger:D
heh.

miss you alot. i think your papers will be over in a few hours time!
i feel so happy for you!!
get yourself some strawberry strudel from coronation there!
the king's arcarde or something. renaldo's strudel.
(:
it's really good!
that's what i went to get right after my last paper in sec4 (:

baby i'm quite worried about your health.
please dont exhaust yourself too much after your papers.
get a decent week of rest then go on to play basketball clean room and stuff ok?

work tomorrow.
VERY TIRED.

cant wait to get on the phone with you.
but i'm really scared. )):
dont flirt please?
you're such a natural at that.
so i cant even get angry at you.
hmm,
better get back to work.
HUGS.

next week i'll be back in lower queen!:D
heh.
HUGHUG!

oh yeah, your baby closed a N95 deal. :D

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4:01 PM

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

hello. i am guest blogging again.

i feel so down right now. i don't know why. (maybe i'm too tired? life's too meaningless?)
so tired yet i can't sleep. coz i know even when i try to close my eyes, i get nightmares.

i've been thinking about u alot these days. reliving our days together and seeing us everywhere i go.
i've been reliving my personal trauma as well. things that i myself don't even know how to explain.

i'm seeking a closure. and i pray that it'll come soon.
c.r.a.sh.

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2:54 AM

Friday, August 17, 2007

can't sleep. must be all the tea i've been drinking.

oh hellos darling! i guest blog again! :D

You Are A Professional Girlfriend! You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!
Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.
If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.
You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.




go do this quiz and let me know ur results too ok? :)

-imu.

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2:48 AM

Sunday, August 12, 2007

hello baby! (:

was kinda moody today until i hear your voice...
been so caught up in the whole rote motion of exam frenzy that i hardly have time with u
even though you are constantly on my mind (do you know?)

but i promise it won't be this way when you're back! :D
weekdays i'll be at school and you'll be at work and after that we will have foodhunt together!
weekends (your off days) are strictly quality (sexy time!) time we spend together...
i wanna rollroll hughug kisskiss you all over!

darling, your blog entry makes me cry and smile at the same time
and when i stole a peek at the mirror just now i kinda got what u meant by people will think you're mad.
it's so bittersweet, so blissful and so heartbreaking at times...
i guess that's what makes our story real.

it's funny how some people love to ask if i'm still together with you.
i bet you get that (soon you will be when u return!) alot too...
so KPO these people. humpfh.
but nvm! coz WE ARE GONNA BE TOGETHER AND MORE THAN JUST A LIFETIME TOO!

ngor eh nong darling.
i go join u in fluffy lala land now :)

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2:05 AM

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

i've never bothered to tell you when i really need you.
ever since.

and you should know.
why?

cos i wasnt there when you needed me.

i always fall silent.
to find the right words which fits in just nice.
something real. not something that contradicts how i feel.
and you took it as i hate you.

what's the point of saying it all right.

playing it up to the expectations of everyone.
it's not by choice i know.
it's hard for you.

it hurts everytime you talk about
your life
my life
difference.

when you tell me about howsomany tests you have.
and how they're all so important.
linked to your case.

they're not words that merely register.
i take whatever you're going through as part of my life.

it used to be different.
i used to only take.
only share the good.

but is it not time i realize that it's not the right way and i'm hurting you?
just let me learn.
i might not be a fast learner but i'm sincere.

i told you i'll need to sleep.
cos i have work tomorrow.

how to sleep like this.

qing bites

11:22 PM

baby i dont even know if you'll read this entry.
but it's ok (:
you'll eventually come i know (:
even if you dont! i'll come back soon and force you to read all of my blog entries! lalala

darling i miss those times. when we go to macs just to use the free internet.
and times when i fall asleep everywhere, even macs where it's so noisy.
and the first time i heard you pee. was at kap! (:
so loud i was very shocked to be honest.
but it made you so much less intimidating all of a sudden.
thats why i agreed to go play pool with you.
cos i know. even if i lose. your pee is still louder than mine.
i know. those 2 doesnt link.
it's ok, i'll come back soon to explain!

anyhow, tomorrow.
i'll wake up at 9am.
go to st georges bay road to collect something that way overdue.
then 10am i go buy a charger for the company phone.
by noon i'll go grab some food to eat. decent food.
i'll be home before 2pm to do some serious cleaning up.
then contact excess baggage claim to enquire about the price and everything.
then call up my airline to finalize my date of payment.
hopefully everything sorted before 5pm.
then i'll cook the laksa!! finally!
i'll go buy beansprout! and the rice noodles!
((: hopefully it'll be nice! (:

once i'm done with dinner i'll wait for you to come online! ((:
but if you cant. i understand. i know you're busy with alot of things.
court day tomorrow.
hope everything'll go smoothly for you.

i just want to tell you darling.
i really miss you alot.
more than before.
it's so bad sometimes when i miss and think of us,
i cry and smile at the same time ):
and it freaks people out.
it happened today at work.
i was having such bad gastric and cramps i just sat on a chair and held my knees very bad.
then i thought of you rubbing your hands together then warm my tummy.
it was so warm.
it felt so good.
i was so loved. and i didnt really cherish it the way i should.
)':

this time round i'm not going to be fazed by obstacles and outsiders.
i just want us together.
we'll save more kittys (:
and they'll all be happy kittys like us.
(:

precious ash. my love.(:(:

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12:10 AM

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

this is really bad.
i'm listening to old songs,
recalling memories.
and it's kinda funny how all my little trips down nostalgia lane all kicks to a start from july 2005.
which is 2 months before i get to know you. (:
all about us.
so uncanny (:

work is bad.
i'm getting my 2 day vodafone solution course 2 on thurs and fri.
no test for this course.
finally,
2 totally stress free day.
:D
followed by 2 full days of weekend (:
hope i can finally get to see your pretty face on webcam!

i let 2 of my connection go.
in hope to secure my place at the slack store.
in the end it's just a one week delay.
god i'd rather get transferred straight away.

i know you dont have the time to actually read my blog. but it's ok (:
i'm blogging just to keep track of what i'm doing and what i want.

my diet's not going very well.
breakfast i had 4 miniature doughballs.
a cup of tea.

lunch i had half a pack of chips
1 slice of cranberry brie chicken pizza.
4 pieces of cheese dippers.

dinner i had a tiny pack of noodles.
plus 15pieces of gummy
plus 4 pieces of timtam.

that's very bad.
but at least not as bad as the previous few days:D
i'll cut down moderately.
till i become 51kg again!:D
heh.

hughug love!
today i walked into smith and caughneys cos they're having a sale.
i asked for curious cos my curious's ran out.
they told me only FARMERS stock that -.-
fuck la! make it sound like something degrading.
i dont care.
i like cheapo fragrance. :D

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8:47 PM