Saturday, May 24, 2008

hello baby i cant wait to bring you to shanghai and auckland (:

going to shower then do my research and come over to you.

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4:58 PM

Friday, May 23, 2008

omgomg!
i forgot to tell you
but you know they've launched this new food technology degree which's tied in with massey uni right?

massey's to be honest, not a very reputable uni in auckland.
but baby i really think we should work harder for a higher gpa cos who knows maybe they'll come out with another degree with another uni soon

ok!

breakfast with you tmr:D

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4:33 AM

hello baby.
yes, very shitty day indeed for the both of us.
but aint you glad it's finally over? (:
so great we kicked off by me storming off you telling me to stop bringing spiders to you.
ok la, technically speaking, you're right, i did bring the spider to you but isnt it cos i waited for you under a spider infested tree with a sandwich? ):
i just wanted to make you feel welcomed in school ):

hmm, ok la, kidding only. i'm still really glad my crs ca1's over.
so now i'm left with a bio essay and lots of catching up for bio cos i'm back on track for chem and gen opt.

hope youre coping alright in school.
over indulgent honey moon's toothdecayingly sweet (:
i still crave for the lobster cheese noodles how? can we go back to eat soonsoon?
and i really like the szechuan saliva chicken such awful name but greatgreat chicken,
yeah, i have alot of things against chicken i must eat chicken everyday

thanks for being so nice and tolerant towards me today baby.
even when you're having your period.
but dont you think our day's still pretty meaningful?
we went to school.
you had prac i had test,
then we earned money.
we kisskissed and fought and made up and your carried me after i shamelessly say BU KE QI LE
heheheh (:

i love it when it's like this, just the 2 of us.
hmm, but about your psp madness, we really need to take out a pen and paper and weigh it out.
i want you to be very happy ash you know?
and i seriously think lasik's the pressing need,
you'll so love your life after the surgery with perfect eyesight.
then we can really exercise!:D
then you'll be skinny! and you wont feel so whiny and lethargic,
and then you'll clean your room!
then you'll be happy ash which makes me happy qing and we'll make even more money!!!:D

ok maybe i'm too hopeful but yeah, it'll just make a very drastic change to your life!!:D
you'll so love it love it!
i'm sure.

i'll save up all the 100 you pass to me,
no more luxrious spendings extravagant lifestyle.
we dine out once in a bit. dining in school's still affordable.
ok (:
hugs!
love you love you

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4:25 AM

Thursday, May 22, 2008

happy day today! :D

finally... after experimenting with various (shitty or overpriced) hairstylists,
we went back to handsome nicholas and were very satisfied!
he's good! and cheap too! hohoho!

and then one good luck rides on another...
and we got you your $2.. $156 nike bag! hahaha! *winks winks!
pretty! light! and chea... good too! hohoho!

darling! you make shopping so FUN u know?!
that i don't even mind shopping with you in our miserably-painful-but-pretty everlasts!
and our brows are so pretty too! :))

all in all, a good day (:

poor baby, you have so much to do tonight for sch,
but guess what? my turn's coming too :(
tmr 3 practicals (including the make up), then audrey, then alot of mugging and assignment coming up... :S

LOOK FORWARD TO SAVING UP FOR OUR PSP LITE IN WHITE! :D
p/s: i'm shopping around to see where is good to get alr! hehe

<3

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2:40 AM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

(:
baby i love it too when you're so clueless and small and tiny and cute.
hmm, to cut it short,
i like it when you're very girly :D

heh,
hope your pink hairdryer's worth it's price.
i cant wait to be skinny and fit and pretty with you.

yeahhh, dont know why i just love to ask you those is the sky blue questions.
but it's amazing how you always have the patience for me.

dont ever leave me ok?
you said it yesterday and you're absolutely right.

if we ever break up, i'll be the one regretting.
not you.
cos you are the perfect girlfriend.
and i dont think anyone will come close,
not that i'll let anyone have the chance,
cos i didnt mean it when i told you
seriously, if you want a break up again, i'll come begging for you.

i still will.
you're one of a kind.
my precious thumbelina

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5:20 AM

THUMBELINA! :D

darling, i love it when you kiss me very lovingly after i go "thumbelina!" and act ke lian and small. heh heh heh.

really enjoyed myself these past few days (so honeymoon-like! i love!)
sad to be returning to sch haha
even sadder to be returning to the same loser class

sidetrack: darling i read some online speculation about the world coming to an end on 2012. :S
SO WE WERE RIGHT TO BE AT LEAST HAVING SOME WELL-EARNED FUN FOR BEING SO GOOD!

-darling just called and asked if i'm angry with her -.-
but haha i am getting used to your "is the sky blue?" questions alr!

think bro is done. damn hot. shower time!

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2:50 AM

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

FIRST KICK ASS MUAY THAI LESSON TODAY!!! (ok, not really kick ass my fitness sucks)

darling, i'm typing this waiting for you to brush teeth so i can call u... my eyes semi closed coz i listened to you and took med and drowsy...

but all the words that i need you to know, i'm glad i told you what a wonderful gf you really are, all this time (:

i love you. after all these time, you're still the one i love.
and will be the only one i run to, always.

-PASTE LIPS

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3:55 AM

CANCER

Water Quality: Cardinal

Ruling planet: the Moon Symbol: the Crab

The seond of the cardinal signs but the first of the water
signs, Cancer combines the tough self-assertion of the former
with the powerful emotions, softness and sensitivity of the
latter. This contrast is embodied in Cancer's animal, the crab,
with its soft and fleshy body covered by a hard and protective
shell.

Cancer is a sign of compassion which embodies all that is best
in the caring maternal instincts, but it often hides its
emotions behind a mask which denies these inner feelings.
Cancerians are vulnerable and easily hurt; the confident mask
they wear in public serves as a defence against the rough and
tumble of the world. When upset, Cancerians may withdraw further
into their shell, but they also snap at people, imitating the
crab's sharp pincers.

Cancerian emotions fluctuate, but they are tenacious, even
ruthless, when it comes to defending their family and friends.
Cancer people are renowned as homemakers and require domestic
stability for happiness. As long as they have a firm base to
which they can retreat to recuperate, they are able to venture
into the world and make their cardinal presence felt.

In medical astrology, Cancer rules digestive difficulties and
cold, shivery conditions.

Traditionally, it also rules all places which are near water.

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TAURUS

Element: Earth Quality: Fixed

Ruling planet: Venus Symbol: the Bull

In complete contrast with Aries, Taurus is stable, conservative
and sensual, embodying all the characteristics of fixity and the
earth element. This sign values a comfortable, safe and
unchanging environment, and likes to hold on to the past. Taurus
is down to earth and practical, and is also one of the most
productive of signs. The bull is an ancient fertility symbol;
Taureans like to be engaged in producing things which can be of
use. A fine appreciation of beauty and form is combined with
creative power; Taureans often have artistic skills. Typically
they make good singers (Taurus rules the throat), but they may
also be potters, sculptors, gardeners, or work with the earth in
other ways.

Fidelity and consistency are this sign's virtues, obstinacy and
a refusal to recognise the necessity for change are its
weaknesses.

By temperament Taureans often reflect the nature of the bull.
They appear to be passive and contented, but are easily angered
when roused. Traditionally, they have a short, stocky stature,
with strong shoulders and large necks. Being sensualists, many
Taureans are fond of smart clothes, jewellery and perfume. They
are often attracted to a comfortable and leisured lifestyle.

CANCER AND TAURUS? PERFECT SIGN TOGETHER :D

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3:53 AM

Monday, May 12, 2008

was bored at akon's class... so colorgenics test.

At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquillity and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!).

Now there are many things in life that you require as essential to your well-being but, try as you may, something always seems to be getting in your way. A word of advice - 'keep trying' and you may be pleasantly surprised to see just how matters turn out.

Enough is enough - but the problems never seem to stop. They never stop. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit - you bounce back time and time again - you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that 'belief' system that in the end, everything will turn out OK - and you are right -it will!

For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy 'All things bright and beautiful' - someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front.

uncanny.

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1:15 PM

baby i cant sleep
i feel awful):

i'm scared
very very scared

i cant lose you.
i cant imagine life without you.

but it seems like,
with me or not.
it doesnt make much of any difference to you.

do you need me in your life still.

):

it's great that you're so independent and strong.
but will you spare a tiny thought for me?

when you hurt.
i hurt too

i just realize how grave a mistake it is to hurt you emotionally,
i wont be such a insensitive bitch anymore ok?
it's scary when you flare up,
but i know it's always me pulling the trigger.

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5:55 AM

Saturday, May 10, 2008

hello darling that's you washing your toothbrush!

ethel's very scary ahneh arm!

you so intently brushing teeth i hope i can be your teeth, so much attention and i'll get to live very near your eyes and lips

darling i'm so pretty

rinse mouth!

MY FAVOURITE LESSON!

MY CALVES AND THIGH ALL SO SKINNY!
you like?(:

i can get skinnier if you want? (:

i know you like this photo best. (:

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5:59 AM

hello baby
i know it's late
i've been tossing turning rotating moving scaling in all possible directions on my bed
omg sounds like zbrush hor?

i miss you.
and i want to hold your hand and fall asleep with you.

so much i want to ask you everysingleday
but i cant bring myself to
so much thoughts i have which are more than just rationale

my stomach's churning and flipping and ramly burgers.
the chicken rice was fine.

somehow,
your flavour's never matching mine.
i'm glad we always come to a compromise.

i'm really touched darling.
you actually chose to stay in a retarded hostile childish class.
just so your timetable matches mine.(:
it's really the sweetest thing anyone can think of.

and who else would run around to get sweaty and stinky (darling i never minded your indian taxi driver man smell! )
just so we can get the tic in time and catch a totally scriptless themeless meaningless movie.
(and bring me nice begger clan nike slippers to rescue my toes...(:)
but one with so many bitchy despicable parallels i can draw from
hahahah (:
baby are you angry with me?
i do wish you to be happy, but the selfish part will be.
i wish you can be happy with me, and hopefully me only most of the time.

long day for you tomorrow,
i'll be clearing my room up then do a bit of sorting out of stuff, room messy
gotta bring you to see a doc if your throat's not getting better.
scared it's cos the antibiotic's not working well):
WORRIED!

today i cleared and cleaned our babies,
i think she's pregnant again!! :
maybe not.
but yeah he escaped and went under the fridge.
i took hell long to get him out then he'll wiggle through my fingers and he's so puny so everytime i catch him i let him off again so stupid hor?
yeah.
but they're 2 clean and happy hamsters again.
dont you think they're damn double standard?
they prefer and appreciate clean environment
but at the same time dont practice any hygiene.
hamsters.
wah liao i forgot, they'll suffer depression if we dont clean after their shit.
authentic royal bastards.

but they so furry like you i like them!:D
darling i have 6 blisters.
i'm swearing off heels.

imu. )):

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5:41 AM

Friday, May 9, 2008

never ever thought i'd get bullied, esp in school.

i felt like a total loser bawling my eyes out in front of my form teacher
whom i've always been wanting to prove myself to
at the age of 23 no less.

if all that i've been doing is right, then why does it still feel wrong?

i wasn't always nice you know, i changed to be nice
just to get pushed around by little fuckers.

learn to let go
value yourself more
channel your anger in a healthy medium
advice i keep hearing
but if it all sounds so simple
why can't i do it?

nothing a funny and heartwarming movie couldn't help (:
and of course, i could use a little advice to take up muay thai or sth physical to channel my energy.

gotta remind myself that there are always nice people around
and not to constantly drive myself crazy.

qing bites

1:39 AM

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

i didnt mean to make you flare.
was really feeeling extremely down.
it's so rare.

just wanted you to be right next to me.
you dont even need to mumble a word,
just a hug, holding your hand, staring at your face then smile and giggle.
any of those's enough to make everything fine again.

you hate it when i ask you the IS THE SKY BLUE questions
but i just cant help but ask.
maybe i dont ask them as much last time.

but darling i am suffering from inferiority complex.
i think i suck as a girlfriend and there's nothing much attractive about me when it comes to making you like me):
then you'll always say.
BUT I AM WITH YOU WHAT!
then i'll be thinking.
you must be too nice cos you dont want to hurt me that's why you're forever giving me so many chances one after another.
so every day at different intervals i'll ask if you're happy with me cos i want to make sure i'm doing everything right.
i can only fall asleep at nights when i dont piss you off major in the day.

hmm, i dont think you get me but it's ok.
(:

the bottomline is.
i love you alotalotalot.

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3:49 AM

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

darling,
i'm not feeling very eh right.

are you a teenytinylittle bit angry with me when i kept pissing you off with the lardy subject?
hmm, i cant tell you i'm not at all affected.
i am,
but i know you love me and love me only and you only want my love!!:D
that's why i kept asking you
heh, my IS THE SKY BLUE question now comes in different varieties and forms

ok it's getting late i better go shower.

baby you are the hottest person i know and i'm really proud to be all yours (:
it feels so wonderful every single time when you hug me so tight and kiss me on my cheeks.
i dont care who's staring and who's not.

and it's so sweet of you to go to minitoons with me today to get celestine her present.
when i say i got you a present, i mean it.
and maybe i'm going to get it done tomorrow!!:D:D

to lift your mood a bit.

(:

ilu

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3:29 AM

i hope you're sleeping peacefully now.

i know you're not exactly angry with me, more towards your family,

but every single time you get worked up i'll just somehow feel super uneasy,

as if i've done something wrong, which's caused what's happening now.

it's not that i like it when you hate your mama and papa and mom.

we're all grown up enough to know that you loving me and you harmoniously living with your parents plus your mom is independent of each other.

i just hope, you can expect less from those who tend to disappoint?

me inclusive cos i know sometimes i can be one major irritant.

i dont like it when you look so.

so affected.

but anyhow,

let's not talk about all these boring serious stuff.

you've already mugged SERIOUSLY for like 2 hrs straight today,

i hope you've done enough heat transfer to get through pst with no prob at all? (:

sorry i cant help you with maths, cos mine sucks ass.

but maybe if i have the time we go through maths tog? ((((:

ok let's upload some pics then you can see see yourself so pretty!:D

and maybe you'll feel better.

hehhe

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3:11 AM

Saturday, May 3, 2008

baby i had so much fun today!!!

i love i love i love!!

i post the pics up now ok?!:D

i think you'll look like edison chen if you're skinny!!

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3:26 AM

Friday, May 2, 2008

hello baby you should be tucked cosily in your blanket now.
heh,
sorry if i made the ants crawl onto your bed.
i'll try to stink a bit the next time i come over

it really feels heavenly to fall asleep next to you.
especially when i get to be breathed on by you.
gross yea?
but i like.
i dont like how you pat my bladder though, cos i was super urgent yet i cant tell you cos i know sneaking out to pee's dangerous.
lol

if only we get to sleep in the whole of today.
that's why i was secretly hoping your dad wont go out till way way way later.
then that's the perfect reason/excuse for us to spend quality time together whispering.

hugs.

baby i hope you're no longer so sad and disappointed and angry and worried.
sleep all those thoughts away?
we'll just do our part to save up.
we can save alot by not eating anywhere except in school and at home you know?
yup yup
ok
i come to you tomorrow!!!!

:D

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5:14 AM