Thursday, August 14, 2008
darling you're in the shower.
i'm VERY very VERY very hungry right now.
think the popcorn we ate's all popped into air molecules.
):
very sad.
sorry if i'm being irritating.
but you always sound so patient and you are very patient and nice to me
all the time
suddenly i'm reminded of the days in auckland.
when i'll suddenly plunge into a financial crisis.
cos i always spend the wrong money at the wrong time on the wrong things.
and i always fall sick. consultation there alone's already 40
then i'll have no choice but to cook instant.
haha, that kind of unleashed my cooking talent.
remember how i told you i add all sorts of things inside?
shanghai xiao bai cai
tomatoes
egg
prawn stick
plus the instant noodles.
i tried almost all the instant in the asian supermarket you know?
but they dont sell doggie noodles ):
darling i miss you. so much
hope your throat heals soon
my ear too.
and i really had alot of fun these few days.
it'll be nice if you truly are enjoying yourself as well.
i hate to see you moody and sad.
and i hate it when you tell me i screwed up your life.
although i really did.
it makes me feel like
i'm doing the wrong thing being with you
but at the same time.
you're this vital part of me i can never let go of.
to live without you is to live without living.
do you know?