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4:49 AM

Friday, September 26, 2008

hello baby!
i'm waiting for the heater to be ready now (:
then going to shower and call you!

hope you like the tee although i know it's a tiny bit too small ):
sorry! but use it as an motivation to lose weight then?

i like the tiny notebook! it's the miniature version of your diary (:
reading your diary just, unknowingly makes a person feel down, i hope you dont flipflip it when you're free cos it's a source of pain and anguish ):
so yup, use it only to vent your anger ok??

i hope you can put the itny diary to good use? (:
maybe use it to plan your day carefully?
also your DIET!
record down what you've eaten for the day? and then plan and decide on what you're going to eat the next! then compare and see if you're went over the assigned quantity ok? (:

i hope your letter to pst and people will be taken into serious consideration cos it's really a errorneous decision made by the school to be making you waste so much time energy and money on such trivial and idiotic proof stuff.
so duh, xinni is unquestionably competent and extremely at ease i doubt she's lying when she told choonyan she wants to continue for life.
if it all turn all fine then we can have half a month to work out and make you a happier ash!:D

sorry i splurged quite a bit today )): but stocked up on shorts!:D so i wont be buying anymore!!:D
heh.
UNLESS THERE'S MORE $5 SHORTS!

hughugs!

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1:54 AM

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

hello baby! :)

it's pouring outside and i'm so sleepy!
stupid criminal minds and c.s.i on tv last night scared me too much i couldn't fall asleep
now i know why those shows are on the late night time belt -.-'

anyway i was so sleepy i dropped my mac's student (cheap cheap!) breakfast on the bus.
while napping.
twice.

my sixth sense tells me you're gonna bump into mb soon.
hmm, she texted to say she'll be at east coat on sunday and that's where we'll be!
don't care ok?
i'm not gonna deliberately avoid anyone anymore.
it's a free world for everybody.

darling you have such sharp eyes.
xin ni is not very nice. at all.
in fact, i've come to realize she's got no mind of her own. and talks alot behind people's back.
plus i saw this company email she sent in which she said she did both training powerpoint slides,
when in fact i did the larger portion and she did not mention my name at all.
-angry

my only comfort is that she is as ugly as (fill-in-the-blank-with-her-face)
and she's not smart. quite dumb, actually.
and i refused to let her touch a piece of your homemade choc truffles!
speaking of which, i am happily growing fat on those delicious truffles!
:D

4th week at itp already!
our new sem timetable will be out in one week's time i think.
gems selection!
then studio wu!

i love DDR last night! we should do it again soon darling!

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2:51 PM

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

For the double-boiler method, chop the chocolate fine, place it in a clean stainless-steel bowl or the top of a double boiler, and set the bowl over a saucepan of very hot or gently simmering (not boiling) water. You do not want the bottom of the bowl to come directly in contact with the water below nor the water to be boiling and spewing up large masses of steam, which could fall into the chocolate and turn it lumpy. Also, do not cover the bowl or double boiler because steam could collect under the lid and fall back into the chocolate, causing the mass to harden and become grainy. As the chocolate begins to melt, stir it with a heat-resistant spoon or rubber spatula, working the chocolate from the sides of the bowl into the center mass. When the chocolate pieces are almost entirely melted, remove the bowl from the heat, stir, and let the remaining chocolate melt by the heat of the larger mass.


fuck melting chocolate is crazy
i'm surprised i got it right the first time round
then subsequently, failing every single attempt

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8:58 PM

lunch!! :D
i cant decide between macs and kfc, but ohs, there's no kfc at imm):

darling i hope we can be happy at the same time and not be angry anymore.
i like it when we laugh tog.
the very very happy kind.

it's been a while dont you think?

tc at work dont type too much!
i'm really touched by how you do things just to make me smile (:
and i cant wait to see the cover you've designed and my chapter 1!:D

ai ni.

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5:27 PM

i don't have to deal with all your crazy unreasonable shit/issues because..
just because i don't have to.

matter-of-fact: i am numb.
cause: ask yourself.

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1:47 PM

hello baby

hope you're getting some quality rest right now.
*phone beeps
aiyoh!!! you're still v much awake and asking me why i'm not online.
coz i was sleeping after breakfast heh.

anyway not gonna delete that angry post coz u may have already read it
and i dont wanna keep anything real from you
(:
you can delete though! haha.

mb's sick jealoused msg makes me wanna punch her and her fellow lardy birthday bitch.
SO SICK!

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12:54 PM

Monday, September 22, 2008

know what?

you're exactly like your mama.

crazy psychotic bitch. i totally regretted oct 16th. know what, make that 16th dec.

all that i've done for you, let it go down the fucking drain.
coz you're so NOT worth it.
and i'm so NOT gonna try anymore!

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6:19 PM

know what?

you're exactly like your mama.

crazy psychotic bitch. i totally regretted oct 16th. know what, make that 16th dec.

all that i've done for you, let it go down the fucking drain.
coz you're so NOT worth it.
and i'm so NOT gonna try anymore!

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6:19 PM

hmm!
darling i'm blogging cos i'm very very very happy now!
this weekend is so damn memorable remarkable that i need to blog in RED!:D
heh.
it's been really long since we both take a break like this.
when we can totally disregard all expectations from people who're of not much meaning to us besides a source for money. i mean, yeah, it's bad to be irresponsible. but gosh, i think if we go on being so damn responsible, going mental is a matter of days lor?

heh,
i like the disaster movie! distasteful as it is, i still had a good laugh watching my i'll thwart you!
and the stupid kitschy mirrors. wahliao, such sad ending i'm still quite traumatised, it's a bit like telling everyone to commit suicide lor? dont you think? cos your effort never pays off despite the magnitude.

i had quite alot of fun cycling today baby! sorry i kinda spoiled the whole thing cos i was being an idiot screaming at you )):
maybe next time we should just go on days when it's rainy, i'm happier cycling in the rain then the sun, it pisses me off to no end.
but eh! i learnt how to fix a bicycle leh! HAHAHAHA!

aiyah, i'm quite scared now cos tomorrow's monday and you're always moody on mondays! ):
oh no, which means i really need to wake up to have a nice breakfast with you to keep you going!:D
then tuition with MGS then Celestine.
hope my throat gets better ):

hmmm, darling go listen to
Above and Below by The Bravery.
it's awfully nice!

quite alot of things to do next week.
i need to terminate our bank account
i need to quickly make the surprise for you!
need to check on the cheah sin mole guy for you about your class transfer
need to change bedding for hammies
need to get more tuition assignment i'm starting to find acs a drag the rate quite miserable.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
and alot more!

darling promise me never leave me?
and never do anything that'll part us anymore ok?
it'll tear me to pieces.
and maybe that's why i'm so particular about keeping up to your pace.
just cant stand the thought of not knowing where you are and what you're doing.
how am i too clingy?

another 3 weeks!
then we be very good students and
you get gpa 3.9
while i get gpa 3.5!:D

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3:50 AM

Thursday, September 18, 2008

omg i so agree with pearlyn koh (who's currently doing her attachment also)
that work is a draaaaaaaag.

i can now relate to those N.S men

• precious time wasted in the day when you can get everything done
• pathetic pay (i think allowance is more appropriate if not the company would be breaking the minimum wage law)
• not to mention my $50 per hour job
• doing brain wasting stuff that not only insults your intelligence but if you're not strong enough, and you succumb to the sedentary office life, you may end up permanently retarded
• getting fat sitting on my ass all day long
• missing my darling ALOT and cannot even see her
• and she has to suffer with me during her first sem break

my dumb chair won't stop creaking and i'm hungry ):
i'm gonna rock my chair and irritate everyone around me with the creaking sound (coz it just won't go away)

i want my darling -sulks

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3:33 PM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Visionary Philosopher
Your IQ Score is: 140
Your mind's strengths allow you to think ahead of the game — to imagine or anticipate what should come next in just about any situation. Because you're equally skilled in the numerical and verbal universes of the brain, you can draw from multiple sources of information to come up with great ideas. The timelessness of your vision and the balance between your various skills are what make you a Visionary Philosopher. In addition to your strengths in math and linguistics, you have a knack for matching and anticipating patterns. These skills and your uncanny ability to detect the underlying blueprint of most of life's situations add to your Visionary Philosopher mind. Two philosophers who share the same combination of skills you possess are Plato and Benedict Spinoza. Spinoza had insight into how things worked in the world. He could envision a future based on the patterns he saw in life, and used mathematical logic as a structure within which to present his philosophical arguments. With that base he was able to use logic to formulate his theories. Borrowing from his linguistic strengths he wrote eloquent texts and, therefore, was able to bring his philosophical ideas and structure to the rest of the world. His story exemplifies the talents that are present in the Visionary Philosopher intellectual type. Whatever you decide to do in life, you've got a powerful mix of skills and insight that can be applied in a wide variety of ways. You can expand your mind to understand a situation. Your strong balance of math and verbal skills will help you explain things to others. For example, if you were on an archaeological dig and discovered an object, you could probably use your deductive powers to figure out not only what the object was but also how it was used. Given your ability to put things together, you are more than capable of inventing a life plan that is in synch with your perspective on how things were, how they are, and how they might be one day.

http://web.tickle.com/quizzes/show/3001?retake=1

darling do!:D

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7:50 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

shuffle night was fun!!! <3
i'm so going to practise in front of the mirror, and research the footsteps
and then i'm going back to have fun!!! :D

those 2 losers are up so early holding their coffeeshop talk
luo si luo si
go eat shit and drop dead la fuckers.

-happy though my eyes are infected hahaha!

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5:25 PM

Saturday, September 13, 2008

darling.
i have something very sad to tell you.
i just finished the whole twilight series.
and to actually look back and do a retrospection on this whole reading process.
it's really damn stupid to breeze through the first 2 books so fast.
in fact, i think i'm too fast for the whole series.

now it feels like i'm left with absolutely nothing in life to look forward to.
at first i know,
after celestine i can see new moon
after i mug apchem i can eclipse a bit
after we dinner can sit and break a bit of dawn.

now it's OVER. ):

saaaaaaaaad ))))):
now i'm pathetically surfing around the net googling twilight series to savour the last few tiny fragments of my vampire fetish.

i still want to be a vampire. ):

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4:03 AM

Sunday, September 7, 2008

can't fucking stand it anymore!!!
mother
gf
god-mother

all selfish bitches who only think about their own interests.
(does anyone even care about my feelings?)

it's time i care about my own fucking skin too
want me to breach probation for you? again?

why should i.

you superficial immature only-for-the-good-times self centred think-damn-highly of yourself bitch,
have fun.

p/s: not asking you to join me in my misery. you never did and i don't think you ever will.

pp/s: sally yang is on msn with me; coincidentally she talks to me first after such a long time.
and you know what? she says she doesn't club anymore. coz WORKING LIFE IS TIRING.

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3:54 AM

you might find me irritating, self absorbed, self centred, all i care about is myself and so on.

but for this whole week, i feel so damn fucking pissed.
like i'm not fucking living a life at all.

and just as i am looking forward to something, my body gotta give way
and rain's gotta pour.
GREAT.

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3:30 AM

Saturday, September 6, 2008

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DKFdJpyE-nY

(:

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6:28 AM

Friday, September 5, 2008

i'm skipping the trip down to popular.
cos i cant be bothered. why fret so much over such things,
if i really cant handle it then i'm destined to not be able to make the money.
but i'll keep finding more ok?
(:

just, dont ever leave.

eh darling i didnt know i'm so smart leh((:
hehe, i like number patterns, and unscrambling words.
things which can never be mastered even with decades of tenacious effort. hmph!

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5:59 PM

Free-IQTest.net - IQ Test

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5:49 PM

Thursday, September 4, 2008

i just wished u wouldn't mention/instigate/initiate/start something sad.
pardon the many options of words; my brain is disintegrating at this shitty place.

forget happiness;
i just don't want to be sad.

i guess i can't blame u, u don't know what's going on in my mind, what i've been thru.
but thank you for being patient and tolerant when im feeling down;
i can't help myself.

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9:42 PM

Monday, September 1, 2008

they say it takes two hands to clap.
so maybe before you even start to blame me for things,
re-evaluate yourself as a gf.



what have you ever given me anyway,
other than bad anger problems.
and what do i owe you.



let's see an imbalanced level of self-discipline for one, and fun for the other
during the same 6 weeks of sch break.



FUCK.

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1:45 AM