Thursday, April 16, 2009

i'm sorry. can't u just forgive me? i got gd news. please call me back.
ash | 07.10.06 - 5:55 am | #

ash's precious. always. please... i'm going nuts. all i want is just to hear from you.

i'd fight everything. i can't lose u.
ash | 07.10.06 - 6:00 am | #

DARLING. I REALLY TRIED TO GET TO YOU. BUT UR DAD IS GONNA CALL THE COPS. PLS. IM HELPLESS AND ALONE. CALL ME BACK. OR JUST TEXT. IM INJURED TOO. I WANT YOUUUUUUU...

DO I HAVE TO KILL MYSELF TO PROVE I LOVE YOU? I WILL.

THINK ABT US.
ASH'S PRECIOUS'S PRECIOUS | 07.10.06 - 6:41 am | #

TELL ME U LOVE ME STILL/
I DO/ I DON'T KNOW HOW NOT TO/
THE 'HIM' U HATE/ IS IT UR DAD?
I ONLY LOVE YOU AND WANT YOU!!!!!
i've always been there. im begging u now. just answer ur house phone. i've been callin the whole day.

can u move on? ash's precious?

i can't
i'm losing...
my mind.
ASH'S PRECIOUS'S PRECIOUS | 07.10.06 - 6:44 am | #

I WANNA REACH TO YOU.

I DON'T KNOW HOW.

PLS HELP ME.
ASH'S PRECIOUS'S PRECIOUS | 07.10.06 - 6:45 am | #

GIVE ME ONE LAST CHANCE.

THERE WERE SO MANY CHANCES BTWN US.

I WILL KILL MYSELF IF I DON'T HEAR FROM YOU BY TMR 12NOON.

I LOVE YOU. ALWAYS WILL BE LOVING YOU

DO U WANT ME TO DIE? TO MAKE UP FOR ALL THE HURT? IM INJURED TOO DARLING. AND MAMA IS TRYING HER BEST TO KEEP US APART. DON'T

DON'T DONT

DON'T!
ASH'S PRECIOUS'S PRECIOUS | 07.10.06 - 6:47 am | #

and now it's the whole world against me. everyone. im suffering. and all i want is you.
ASH'S PRECIOUS'S PRECIOUS | 07.10.06 - 6:48 am | #

qing loves ash! qing loves ash!

*humph!

wha lau! fuck u lah!

ASH'S PRECIOUS'S PRECIOUS | 07.10.06 - 6:48 am | #

how abt ash_precious@hotmail for msn?

darling can u sneak out tonight and we run away together?

just sneak out tonight. i need to see you. call me from a pay phone if your dad is phone jailing you...

i trust that u can get back to me!

loves love. so much.

what happened to ur sim?
ASH'S PRECIOUS'S PRECIOUS | 07.10.06 - 6:50 am | #

DARLING.
I WILL WAIT FOR YOU.
JUST DON'T GIVE UP.
ON US.

TRY TO GET BACK TO ME IF U CAN.
IM VERY HELPLESS AND DESPERATE.

MEET AT NYGH TONIGHT???? CALL ME WHEN U REACH?????? I HAVE TO SEE YOU.
ASH'S PRECIOUS'S PRECIOUS | 07.10.06 - 6:55 am | #

i will wait. for you.

i know u wanna see me too. but u can't.

you're resourceful and smart darling.
my precious

i will wait for you to get to me with news. meantime i will get money. that's our plan right?

i love you.
ASH'S PRECIOUS'S PRECIOUS | 07.10.06 - 7:03 am | #

hey, i will be sleeping outside ur house at the staircase... when both ur parents are out, i will pass u a phone and sim ok? try to ask mama out to buy u food? ok ok?! don't angry anymore. im doin all i can. miss u so much. i cant stop crying. cant slp. didn't eat. and i won't eat til u forgive me.
LATEST PLANS | 07.10.06 - 8:10 am | #

tomorrow i have interview at eleven, hmv. I will go and get your sim card, get you a phone. i will be jar-heading at the staircase. fix a time with me ok, like maybe 4am, when both your parents are out or asleep. i will just pass you the phone so that you can contact me ok? hide it well. dont be scared, im here. you are never alone. would you want this arrangement?
READ THIS ; VERY IMPORTANT | 07.10.06 - 9:26 am | #

my parents wanna separate us. they dont understand. but i do. you do. we jarhead together and im gonna get lots of money.
ash's precious : | 07.10.06 - 10:00 am | #

you broke my heart. and you nearly break my neck.
explanations can be done here.
all the best for your interview.
get on with life.
qing | 07.10.06 - 11:13 am | #

randomly, i stumbled across this,
and my haloscan from years back till i met you,

and my entries from 03 till 06.

friends, family, frenemies,
i had it all
same goes for you.

remember how you hugged me and told me that if you were to be given a chance to choose your life all over again, you'll still want things to go the same way cos you cant bear to part with me?
on my room floor after our fight that night?
ha, the night you pulled a chris brown plus call police (:
nono, i'm not angry ok?
i just thought that's really sweet.

& it's the same,
exactly the same feeling i have, about you.
(:

you're a very special person to me.
the first person i want, for no apparent reason,
a desire so strong it's more of a need for survival

qing bites

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