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Wednesday, September 9, 2009

how you can see the pain in my eyes in every single photo?

i wish i can tell you i wish to be away from you more than anything else

qing bites
7:04 AM


i dont know how i actually bear with all your fuck offs

seriously
i had ENOUGH.

and really, you have ZERO patience for me.


ZERO.
ZERO AND THAT'S IT.

TALK ABOUT UNREASONABLE?
SEEMS LIKE I'M ALWAYS AND THE ONLY PERSON WHO CAN BE UNREASONABLE.

NEVER YOU
NEVER NEVER NEVER EVER EVER EVER YOU

AND SEEMS LIKE I CAN NEVER EVER GET HURT
AND WHATEVER YOU SAY WILL NEVER HURT ME SOMEHOW
AND SOMEHOW I CAN ALWAYS ALWAYS FORGET
I ALWAYS HAVE TO
COS I OUGHT TO.

FOR WHICHEVER REASON I DONT KNOW

and everything that i say which are just things that i feel deep down,
they hurt you right?
and that's why you can be so abusive towards me

yeah, tell me to go cry a river cry a lake
cos whenever i cry.
i'm not only crying alone,
i have nobody to console me, neither are there any comforting words or apologies or anything at all.
i cry alone with you mocking me and hurling more abusive words.

whenever i get hurt,
i dont just get hurt,
i have you running far away from me fast saying that i asked for everything myself


i think you're totally right.
about that.

qing bites
7:00 AM


OH SO TO SHOW YOUR FUCKING GRATITUDE YOU'RE CALLING MY HOUSE AT 2AM
KNOWING MY MAMA ALREADY DOESN'T GET ENOUGH SLEEP.

SHE HAS TO WORK U KNOW? UNLIKE UR FUCKING MAMA.
AND KNOW WHAT? I AM NOT HAPPY WITH YOU USING MY MONEY TO BUY MOVIE TICKETS FOR YOUR PARENTS. WHY CAN'T THEY PAY? !!!

qing bites
6:05 AM


you know i really don't get you right now.

first you went on and on and on about how hungry you are, going to faint in shower some more.
and all you have to do is open door, accept the food - don't even need cash.

and now you're pissed off? huh? hate me even cos there's no fries?

if you really don't want food then complain once, complain twice.
but if you don't stop complaining i'll think it's v serious.

W.H.A.T.E.V.E.R M.A.N
i'm going to bed.

qing bites
5:42 AM


9/9/09 @ 1:26am:

my darling is super hungry to the point of being cranky (angry and sad at me at the same time)
so i took the liberty to order 6 pc nuggets (with curry sauce and mayo)
and apple pie (cos it's warm and delivery fries suck)
and green tea.

i'm praying v hard that she's not fainted in the shower.
and that she won't be mad at me for ordering (and it's paid for alr!) despite her saying no no no.
should have ordered earlier lor. i tried bribing the mac's guy but he was damn adament abt 45min delivery time.

shiiiit. he just called to say he's outside darling's house but i think darling's in the shower.
fuuuuuuck they bluff me - they only took what, 10min?!?!

*prays v hard now

qing bites
5:25 AM