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Thursday, May 31, 2007

you dont want to share.
(:
me neither.
actually it only applies to our love only. we're both quite generous with other stuff.

how will i ever not want you?
you've been so moody and broody and hard to please!
but am i not here still.
and i know it's the same for you.
i'm the most insecure person on earth who needs reassurance at least once a day.

darling i just want you to take great care of yourself now.
and eat healthy. dont binge. dont starve too.
ok? after i'm back, you'll never have any more bruises or cuts.
i'll slowly learn to take care of you.
(:
just youandme.
ok?
that's what i want and what we'll have.
ilu

qing bites
4:33 AM

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

What Your Hands Say About You
You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.
Idealistic and dreamy, you tend toward the impractical. You have a knack for getting yourself in sticky situations.
Brainy and intelligent, you are intellectual to the point of being incomprehensible.
Your emotions tend to be well though out. You're willing to wait out a bad situation, and you're never too quick to act.
What Do Your Hands Say About You?
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

qing bites
6:11 AM

Monday, May 28, 2007

it means to be doing more than what i'm capable in my area of service and in times of need, covering the responsibility of others. to get genuine compliments from both the customers and the superiors. an impression that will last forever. a service that will uphold the company's reputation.
this position is somewhat related to what i've done before yet not exactly the same. it sounds promising and i'm quite confident of my competency in dealing with the work that's going to be assigned.

darling this is dumb.
those are the answers for 2 questions included in my application for post
part time mini bar attendant in skycity

gosh. -.-
doesnt it remind you of a cover letter for a prestigious college or something?
hahaha.

qing bites
2:20 AM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

ilu

qing bites
4:56 AM

Thursday, May 24, 2007

i fucked up yes.
but i didnt fuck off.

sometimes,
i just need you to show that little bit of care and concern.

qing bites
8:29 PM


strike it all off.
i know i'm scribbling nonsense.

i miss icecream with you.
even the cheapo 25c ones.
but i always want the 1dollar ones which has both choc and vanilla.

(:
lickbiteslurps.

but nothing tastes as good as you (:

qing bites
12:09 AM

Sunday, May 20, 2007



here. the mapo toufu pic. i know la. not exactly the prettiest cuisine in the world. but i'll try to improve ok!? ((:
learning to cook cook lots lots of stuff that you like ((:
finding recipe for the egg fried noodles that we always have at cjade now.
but baby i'm not very sure whether i'll have time to learn to cook that one. )):
so much shit to prepare every week for school

ok i call you in a bit (:

qing bites
11:34 PM


i'm oblivious to everything else.
can you see?
i just want you.
why do you even have to ask the question?
is it meant to be rhetoric?

i love you.

qing bites
3:03 AM

Saturday, May 19, 2007

you're tearing me apart.
i surrender.
do whatever you like.
with anyone you want.
dont ever ask me again.

i no longer know the answer you want
and you know being hypocritical's not my thing.

qing bites
11:15 PM


it's how you can always make you laugh (:
no matter what.
and how i can always make you wail
I SHYYY!!!!!!!

you are the best thing that's ever happened to me darling (:
i'll never regret taking 20minutes of my 1st oct in year 2005 just to bring you around the pretty carpark.
make you go real close to this car to see whether it's my parents.
happily grab your arm cos you're so tempting.(:
not to see if youre flabby but to invite you to grab me too! which you did!
(SHIT I DAMN SLUTTISH TOO, LIKE YOU!)

but you know you're the first person i ever did that to?
you are the first person i ever craved for. (:
and i'll stop here cos i know you're the best deal in my life.

qing bites
2:23 AM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

hey baby. (:
you know i was soooo happy!
when you told me you want to get us rings! :D

but at the same time i'm scared too.
alot of girls hitting on you?! that's why you need to show your status to tell them off? )):
hmm, how i dont like having such hot property as a darling. makes me feel good yeah, like so darn proud cos my baby is so wanted. but you know how much insecurity i get everyday? ))):
still, i know you're the bestest girlfriend anyone can have so you wont ever flirt or do anything that'll hurt me. right right right?!:D

and i'm scaredd too. cos the last time, i lost my ring first. i left it on the cabinet in the toilet when i went to shower. and after i changed into clean clothes in my room and went back to take the ring. it's gone ))): i searched for 2 hours. i still think they, one of them, flushed poor ring down the toilet bowl.
))):
but you know i'll never let anything like that happen to us again!!!!
it means so much to me i dont mind risking my life.
too bad i cant fit myself into the toilet bowl. if not i dont mind going down to search..
oh i did put my hand inside to grope/find you know?
but all i felt was cement/ceramic.

ok i think i'm too tired. rambling.

baby i'll wait for you to be back (:
do homework now! :D
lovelove

qing bites
11:58 PM

Monday, May 14, 2007

i love you.

i'll finish the orange and red and blue and green and yellow.
to give you all the brown m&m's.

i'll dig out all those bits and chunks of cookie doughs.
and feed you piece by piece.

i'll tuck you safely to bed.
and cover you comfy, never will i snatch your blanket again.

i'll learn to cook nice sunnysideups.
then do all the cleaning up fast and clean. to join you in our room to rollroll.

i'll mop the floor once a week with our apple kiwiclean.
once with detergent, once with water and once to wipe the floor dry.

i'll do laundry ever so often at the rate you change,
so you'll always have nice fluffy clean clothes to wear.(: i wont ruin your clothes. (:

i'll wash your shoes every month,
no potato to grow even if i step into puddles of water beside you:D

i'll buy you food while you chop the seat.
any food you like baby. we'll have durian ice kachang soon.

i'll do anything.
pay any price.
just to fall asleep next to you again.
i belong to you.

qing bites
2:59 AM

Sunday, May 13, 2007

it's amazing how genuinely happy i get,
every single time i see you smile.
how my xin tiao tiao.

i got really jealous when i see you hug qing no.2 so tight ok!?
seriously i did.
that's why i went to lick quack's super huge mouth.
who knows qing no.2's mouth is like emminently gigantic.

:'D

hughughug baby...
sorry ok?
but your birthday treasure wont be as impressive.
)):
hmm
i start to scrimp and save now!
:D
lovelovelove baby.

qing bites
8:37 PM


i dont know how to be happy.
i'm sorry.
i cant help but cry.

why is it always like this.
every single time.
the guilt.
the disappointment.
then it's a wait with thoughts going through my mind like some tumble dryer.
sucking out every single bit of delight and hope
leaving me crisp dry like those fallen leaves.
fragility

there'll be reasons.
and coupled with them explanations.
bringing in only more guilt.
for all my childish and seemingly unreasonable behavior.
so many "you should have"
so much for "if i were you"

couldnt care less for my emotional well being.
obligations.
expectations.

my blog url so totally fits how i feel now.
qing sucks.
not less.
but more.

qing bites
1:14 AM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

hmm,
props to you(:
i underestimated the power of chains of carbon molecules apparently.
still, taking the time you spent to track us down into consideration.
it's not really an impressive feat you pulled.

tried all combinations and forms of endearment ash and i use aye?
and finally you hit the obvious.
my xiaoxigua
i gave myself away.
poutpoutpout.
darling i'm deadly pissed.
we avoid.
they give chase.
scrampling up to your door.
like some wild whore.

baby you know just 3 hours ago.
i was locked up in some staircase.
all the staircase doorways in the building were auto-locked.
i was just running down to usher those late guests in.
ran up and down the staircase countless times. it's a 12 level building.
claustrophobia and athazagoraphobia striking together.
i screamed shouted yelled wailed punched kicked navigated.
the staircase system is more than just a maze really,
the handphone's like a lump of useless metal i threw against the wall out of frustration sorry.
no reception at all in the staircase.
then some random cleaner spotted me.
the first thing she said to me was.
are you ok? who did this to you.
i must've looked really abused.

times like this. the first thing i think of.
is you.
no matter which secluded corner i try to hide to shed those tears.
you can always locate me.
still remember those times when i rush down to you every night even without a handphone?
(:
i'll always wait for you at the same spot.
hours after hours.
just for you.
cos i know you'll come to me somehow.
some day.
now i just want you to do the same.
the wait is going to be gruelling,
but there wont be disappointment for you at all.
cos i've stupidly made the most vital and precious part of me wait.

yes, i remember every single moment we shared.
from how i tried to feed a stray cat with my lime flavored ice cream
to
how you ran with me along railmall cos of those eeksy bat shrieks.
random bits like these.
i have a few million snippets (:
<3

do you want to move again baby? HAHAHA.

qing bites
10:57 PM

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

hello darling!!

i go cut my hair really really short and stylish ok?!

like victoria beckham!!!

hmmm,
i've decided against it now.
miss my long hair pretty much. fucking had short hair for more than a year. nothing to swiish swoosh about and around with.
)):
yeah, so i'll leave it really long!:D
can you just be guai and keep your hair long too?
we can go and get our hair curled into princess waves if you like!
ok shit i need to go mug chemistry.
lots of crap to sort out tomorrow in school.
didnt turn up for 5 days.
lots of love baby.

qing bites
9:37 PM

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

we always witness the most impossible thing.

while everyone witness us doing the most impossible things(:

qing bites
10:52 PM


I'm finding my way back to sanity, again
Though I don't really know what I am gonna do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back in the arms of grace

I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside Heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I am looking past the shadows
Of my mind into the truth and
I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
God, which one's you?
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel
And break these calluses off me
One more time

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I don't want a thing from you
Bet you're tired of me waiting
For the scraps to fall
Off your table to the ground
I just want to be here now.

baby i should have been more patient with you.
gave you more love,
shower you with affection and
lift those weights off you.

qing bites
1:42 AM

Monday, May 7, 2007

(:
you're just the sweetest little thing ever.


ok i wait for your parcel!
quick send me something i can show off to everyone and proclaim loudly
"THIS IS FROM MY LOVABLE GIRLFRIEND WHO LOVES ME LIKE CRAZY!!!"
"SEEEE, HER TASTE IN (INSERT:SOFTOY, CLOTHES, FOOD...)IS SO DAMN GOOD"

ok, i think you'll just think i'm super materialistic and superficial.
but it really feels so good to be pampered.
you spoiled me baby.
so my turn to spoil you after i'm back by your side.
ilu

qing bites
11:13 PM

Saturday, May 5, 2007

cos when we fall sick.
we fall sick together to save the general practitioner consultation fee.
and we we shower.
we shower together. to save water.

you're the one and only i can ever feel so completely comfortable with.
i am only myself. when i'm with you.

tell me you miss me.
honestly.
tell me you love me.
truthfully.

cos you matter so much.
right now words and your voice
are the only things from you i'm holding onto.
and keeping myself alive with.
bear with me please?

iloveyou.
i really do.

qing bites
12:35 AM

Friday, May 4, 2007

i just want you to know.
no matter what rubbish i'm spurting.
no matter how harsh my words are.
those are just words.

you should know deep down.

even if you slap me a hundred times.
or puncture me where it hurts the most.

what i really want to do.
is still to hug you and feel the warmth.
breath in your familiar scent.
look into your eyes to tell you how sorry i am.

my joints ache.
my muscles sore.
vision's blurry.
voice shaky.

it's amazing how healthy i was with you.
(:
you're my happy high pill.
my miracle recovery pill.
my calcium vitamin pill.

my everything.


those words are so overused.
sometimes,
i'm afraid of apologizing.
i feel bad. i feel guilty.
yrros m'i
you're the only person who accepts me as a whole.
who knows me from head to toe.
you can finish my sentence.
you can predict my next action.
you read my mind like an open book.
you know what hurts me the most.
ilu.
dont give up on me.

qing bites
1:01 AM

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

youre out of access to internet now )):
and i'm far too busy to read my own entries.

but heck,
i'm quite happy and contented now. will post your parcel out today or tomorrow!
dont know if i can pay for the postage. seems to be quite heavy! )):

((:
8days!!

qing bites
12:46 PM