qing bites

11:15 PM

Sunday, July 22, 2007

when i saw you,
i was scared to talk to you.
when i first talked to you,
i was scared to kiss you.
when i first kissed you,
i was scared to fall in love with you.
now that i love you,
i'm scared to lose you.

qing bites

6:23 PM

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

random

disastrous

detonating dismissals.
is what i'll expect anyways, anyhows.

so i'll just give everything a skip and hit the fastforward key.
then ram it jam it
real hard.
in hope it'll have the same funtion as erase.

they say the female species is being bestowed with great intuitional sensitivity.
why not you replace the word bestowed with CURSED.

nothing much.
just.
iloveyou.

tired.
so i need you to love me too.

qing bites

9:45 PM

Thursday, July 5, 2007

you do realize you're the only person i can live with no matter what happens?
we fight,
we bicker,
we get bitchy,
we press each other down,
we bish each other up,

but at the end of the day,
you're still the only person i want to share my bed with,
and i'm equally willing to share my whole life with. (:


cos with you i let off all my guard,
i change i do,
alot, but everytime i see you
i hear your voice,
it's the same old feeling that runs through me.

baby i want to talk to you on the phone so badly,
)):
hughug!

qing bites

8:58 PM

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

it's during times like this, that all the facades shred off to the painful truth.

that how much you matter to the people around you is merely your value of use,
yeah, in most cases at least,
words from you that speaks your mind,
information you entrust to those close ones,
what are they but pawns to them?
if they can sell it off for a thousand,
it takes less than a heartbeat for them to decide,
rather, it doesnt even take them any comtemplation at all.

bitch, you better look at who you're dealing with before you even think of trying to screw around with my life.

qing bites

7:07 PM

Sunday, July 1, 2007

listening to the same song that i was into 2 years ago.

the exact same emotions will run through me.
confusion
exhaustion
getting indifferent to compliments and criticism alike.
more and more disjoint,
from family friends and society as a whole.

until you came into my life/

you make me feel alive(:

qing bites

11:34 PM

hey baby, how come you like to copy me so much?!
hmm,
i leave draft entries and you do the same.
and so excessively somemore...
am i really such a trendsetter?! :D

i like i like.

to all those pain you're going through,
all those questions that you're asking.
i'll patiently answer to them ok?

you asked where i go after my work.
my work ends at 530.
i need to the shift closure,
till matching,
shop cleaning.
finishes at around 545 to 6?
then i gotta walk to my bus stop and wait for bus.
it's not like singapore. where bus comes every 10 min or so?
if i miss one, i gotta wait for another 20 to 30 min.
so i get home at around 7 everyday.
i usually eat home. but when i run out of stuff then i dine out.
it's around 8 after i get my dinner settled.
then shower?
and do the everyday stuff like laundry?
or sometimes vaccum house.
check out my school stuff.

the last week, i admit i kinda neglected you alot. ):
and i'm sorry, was so busy trying to juggle the 2 jobs.
and i havent been getting decent rest cos of the coldcold weather here....
so i'm always sleeping.. and tired.
you know winter make people lethargic and tired? like hibernation.

happy first day of july baby. (:
countdown!!:D
july august september
then!
october i'm back!
ok? ((:

i just want you to know..
it's exactly the same for me.
you were so perfect to me.
way out of my league.
i wanted you so badly knowing i'll never be lucky or good enough to have you.
but somehow, i have all of you to myself now. (:

how will i ever try to screw up the best thing that's happened to me in my life?
yeah, you're right, i'm too sensitive sometimes, but i really just want to be the one who knows you the best. i want to be the one you run to when you're scared, i want to be the one who knows you inside out.
i want to be the one you hold onto when you get nightmares.
remember how i asked you that question?
over the sms?
cos everytime i wake up screaming or heaving breathless i'll think of you, try to find and grab your hand.
then cling onto you, and hide in your hug. feeling so protected so loved. and fall back to sleep. knowing nothing in the world can ever get me.
the feeling is just amazing,
and i want you to feel the same too.
i know i've forsaken you, hurt you really bad. it's all talk for now,
but i'll let my actions speak.
you'll have all of me.
for the whole of my life(:

i love you.

qing bites

11:00 PM