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Sunday, September 30, 2007

hey baby.
feeling really sick now.
like all my bones are going to shatter if i move too much.
this is bad ):
i had porridge though.
going to wash face then take pills.
cannot shower already. no energy...

hope you're alright.(:
yeah i'm so PROUD OF YOU BABY!
you can make so much money!
so much faster than me!!
i must learn from you!!!

suddenly i remember the times when you will peel apple for me and feed me.
you peel so slow that all the apples will turn yellow and look oxidized when you eventually let me eat.
heh.
SO CUTE I LOVE!!!

baobei...
you know it really helps so much after hearing your voice?
when you say "darling!?"
it feels like i'm right next to you (:
you ordered a coffee.
and i'm suddenly reminded of the plastic bags that singaporeans use to do take aways for drinks
heh.
and the way they make coffee using instant mix.
you know here they use real coffee beans?!
the espresso shots are made on the spot!!
and the coffee cup is the really nice kind you get from starbucks!!!
:D
but you're not really a coffee addict ):
HEH..

miss you so much my preciousss..
if only youre here.
you can kiss my forehead goodnight and i can sleep more soundly.
and we can take care of each other when we're sick..


so. after i come back i'm going to stick by your side!!!

hughug.
i go play pretend in a bit (:

qing bites
11:34 PM

Saturday, September 29, 2007

hey baby...
i'm really sorry about your email ):
but dont worry we can always find you another nice email address.
that one isnt really the best ever anyways.
i dont want you to be so poor thing.
you should be my little happy ash with sparky eyes (:

dont really want you to think of stuff the skeptical way ):
i dont blog for attention or fame.
it's just, i didnt like the way everything suggests that you're with somebody else prior to our stable days like now. that's why i blogged alot.
to ease my own fear and cease my pain.
self centred. but it's my way of self remedy.
remember how you used to tag me nice stuff and guest blog me? (:
makes me feel so close to you.
and then the questions and doubts slowly dissolved.

when everything's made known i just wish it's the 2 of us.
so i chose to email you. if i want to blog i still gotta type the url log in and press new entry.
marh fan.!

baobei your tuition should have ended now.
i'm just done with fishfight.
the ending's so sad i dont like.
that guy died.
):
cos of the prc slut.
i'm a prc too.
and everyone around you thinks i'm a slut.
that makes me another prc slut.
-run and cry in corner

nevermind!
you love me!
darling you sounded so nice and sweet on the phone last night!
i fell asleep immediately!
but i had a very weird dream.
i dreamt that i was living at one of my old houses.
it's beside the sea.
and there's a rainbow.
but i can see the rainbow's end.
it's a huge dragon! (?!?!?!?)
then the dragon kept sucking in water from the sea and the rainbow started to change color.
VERY PRETTY!
but slowly all the water got sucked away by the dragon and the dragon started to roar and become unhappy.
and then. i forgot what happened.
):

ok i go text you back now!
then i'll take a shower.
vaccum another day cos too tired.
and my sore throat hasnt gone away.
HUGS BABY!




qing bites
9:16 PM

Sunday, September 16, 2007

thank you for bearing with my bad temper
and sorry for all my naggy-ness

YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU! TO BITS :)

darling!!! i f0rgot to add in my email to you that the card should be arriving soon! i posted on sun!
:D

qing bites
4:58 AM

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

fastforward to 2008 please.
better still. fastforward to end of me.

qing bites
3:06 PM

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

times like this.
i feel soooooo fortunate to have you.
like nobody in the world can be as lucky as me.
(:

but at the same time i feel bad.
and so unworthy.
cos i was such a bitch and so superficial.

it hurts to even remember.
how heartless i can be.):
you even come out with excuses to make me feel better.
i can tell you i'm under 100 times the stress i was under now as compared to back then.
(:
but i've learnt to deal with them.
and at the same time,
i've experienced the pain of losing you. nearly.
you over me. (:
anytime.
from now on.

qing bites
12:03 AM