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Thursday, February 28, 2008

baby i'm doing the test now!:D
think i'll get something like yours
maybe
cos the options all seem to only channel people to 1 result
HAHAHA

darling sorry about everything ok?
you were never in the wrong, i'm always the insensitive one
hugs tight
hurts alot to see you frown
cos you look so troubled and upset over everything
)):
very sour face. then my stomach will feel sour too.
but at the same time i get very scared cos you'll be extra sensitive
you used to tell me you dont like something at the point where i'm doing or saying that certain thing.
but now you just keep everything bottled up and eventually it ruptures real bad.
))):
then we both get sad
):

can talk to me nicely when you're not happy?
i'll be patient. really.

ok great, my internet connection just screwed up.
now i need to do the 10 paged thing again
):
sulk


Qing, your mood tends to swing between Uneasy & Sad.

Most of the time you feel uneasy. Your outlook on life tends to be negative and you spend considerable energy dwelling on your negative feelings and emotions. Your uneasy nature causes you to get worked up over every negative aspect of your life. When you feel sad, your outlook on life tends to be negative and you are plagued by feelings of dissatisfaction. When you experience the ups and downs of mood swings, the most important thing to remember is that you're not alone. Everyone—even the calmest individual—is liable to fly off the handle now and again. Ever shouted at a loved one for no apparent reason? Had a bad day at work, just because? Or found yourself ricocheting between happiness and sadness? Getting your mood swings under control is no easy feat, but once you know what to look for, they can be surprisingly predictable and manageable. We'll show you how you can take control of your mood swings in your 9-page Mood Swing Report. Managing your mood swings is just a click away.

here you go baby.

how i think i'm worse off than you:

qing bites
4:03 AM


your mood tends to swing between Sad & Exhausted.
Most of the time you feel sad. Your outlook on life tends to be negative and you are frequently plagued by feelings of dissatisfaction. You might feel depressed about the direction your life is taking. When you feel exhausted, your outlook on life tends towards the negative and is paired with an overall lack of energy, which makes it difficult for you to effect positive change.

When you experience the ups and downs of mood swings, the most important thing to remember is that you're not alone. Everyone—even the calmest individual—is liable to fly off the handle now and again.

Ever shouted at a loved one for no apparent reason? Had a bad day at work, just because? Or found yourself ricocheting between happiness and sadness? Getting your mood swings under control is no easy feat, but once you know what to look for, they can be surprisingly predictable and manageable. We'll show you how you can take control of your mood swings in your 9-page Mood Swing Report.

qing bites
3:54 AM

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling
i'm sorry darling


i really don't know what got into me just now. :(

p/s: i love you. and it hurts alot when i see your frightened face just now :'( i'm sorry, i really am.

qing bites
10:25 PM

Friday, February 8, 2008

everytime i see your 'i'm sorry' messages to me.
i get scared.
you're either really sad.
or you want something for yourself from me which i dont really want to give.
-time alone. without me around.
and i get scared.

i do have problems.
flaws. things that i dont like to admit about myself.
and so do you.
i agree. we come from entirely different family background and upbringing.
whatever i've went through, even if you're the world's most empathetic person, you'll never be able to experience.
and it's the same for me.
i dont wish to change you. i hope you dont get me wrong.
when i tell you the reasons behind my actions and my train of thoughts, it's just so that you wont hate me for all the things i say and do. to find me difficult and unreasonable.

i'm not a good problem solver.
you throw me a complex question and i'm thrown off.
you should know.
i dont know how to behave i dont know what to say.
the safest thing i know is to stay near you when you're sad.
at least i know you'll be alright, even if you cry or just sulk,
i can get food get water give you anything you need.

i know i gave you alot of hurt.
far more than anything i've experienced.
i just want you to be happier. to be living a healthy normal life like how you've always told me thats the only thing you want.
i do.

what hurts the most, you cant see, you cant feel, you dont know.
even if i wear it on my skin.

that's why i stopped saying,
i know.

qing bites
7:02 AM

Monday, February 4, 2008

darling!
i'm waiting for you to call me
think you're either ironing your clothes, or still showering
or maybe you've already crashed
but anyhow. i cant sleep.
the 2 weeks of exam was crazy. for both of us.
but i kind of liked it. alot (:
cos i get to spend alot alot alot of time with you.
though most of the time you were just trying to be sweeney todd.
very kampong glum ))):
>:(
but nevermind!
i'm like mrs lovett. doesnt matter if youre glum or not, just as long as i have you with me!
one more paper for you tomorrow and that's it for now.

dont think about all those papers ahead ok?
isnt it already feb 08??:D:D
dont you think time's like whizzing pass?
VERY FAST!!!!:D
hmm,
i dont know if you're ovulating or am i just being weird
but everytime i see you after a while.
i feel, i dont know. it's beyond words.
i keep thinking about how i return home to a huge empty apartment with a big miserable room in auckland.
everything left to do by myself, for myself. with myself.

so i really have to treasure you my baobei!!!
must hug you all the time when i still can.
since my ears so tiny and my life line so short!

you like to hug hamster when you sleep(:
you did last time
and just now too((:

qing bites
3:22 AM