Thursday, February 19, 2009

darling i miss lying flat on the bed watching you apply cream cream in fronta my skinny mirror.
and

kissing you anytime i want
&

give you a hug randomly without having to look around like i'm committing a crime

i like it when you look into your bag pocket with your bottle stucked underneath your arm.
(:

i hope your eczema is improving, please remember to apply steriod until all of it is gone. getting better is not good enough, i can testify for that. nvm, i'll remind you every night.

right now i really do need you to sleep beside me, hold my hand, put your hand on my thigh,
and breathe evenly in and out of my face. wennuan my ear! (((:

i miss you so badly. ):

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6:36 AM

Sunday, February 15, 2009

hello darling!!!

you are kissing me right now so i cannot blog!
anyway, i've had fun and i love staying with you so much i don't wanna go home now. how? :(

to avoid future confusion, we should just use debit at restaurants so we don't have to tip them!
like now! LONG BEACH time!

my darling just bit me. think she hungry alr. let's go!

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1:08 AM

hello darling!

to avoid further confusion and complications. we shall blog down all our expenditures from now on.

:D

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12:47 AM

Monday, February 9, 2009

):

i really wish you could write something ):

i miss you.

sometimes i cant stand myself for being so paranoid and imaginative at the same time.
those 2 are one deadly combination to driving both myself and you insane.

i hope whatever great things we've had today, both food and mugging.
including drawing pig and bear (:
your surprise!
has lifted some of your stress a tiny bit.

i'm still doing whatever i can for anatomy

cheat for you tomorrow.
heh.

doing things for you. constructive things.
alright i dont know if helping you cheat is principled but anyhows, i just like to make you feel better.

sometimes some things you say really pricks my heart so bad i'd rather just cut myself and bleed.
like how you told me i put you last on my list.
i could have screamed back at you like how i used to when we were at sengkang
i could have just walked away like how i used to all the time wayyy back.
but staying feels the best (:
i know you didnt mean them
even if you did. i'll just live in denial. & i hope reality'll cease to exit.

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6:55 AM

Thursday, February 5, 2009

darling i'm very very happy today (((:

i hope you feel a tiny bit of achievement for that 1hrs or so in macs mugging with me.

i just read the horoscope thing )):

no it doesnt make me happy, i must admit i spend alot of your money.

but trust me i'm easily satisified too!!

i'm happy with the fish soup in school and maybe i bit of yong tau foo!

can dont go find the may taurus? )): i scaredddd

i know i suck today i spent so much of your money.

first was at bakerzinn i spent so much on macaroons, then at ding tai fung i spent alot of you toufu vermicelli and xlb. then we went to ddr and drumdrum which is again alot of money and then we went to catch toys. oh no.

finally the cab. i forgot to even give you money to pay omg i suck so bad.

)))))))))))))))))))):

i'll write a mental note ok? from tomorrow on, i'll keep my expenses to 5 dollars!

and then i'll always make sure you have money!

yea!

i miss you baby )):

i like it when you hug and engulf me from behind, makes me feel like i'm a little potato in muacheeeee.

:D:D

and i like to hug you very very tight.

i feel like i'm sandwiching a muacheeeee!

hughughughugs!

ok i think my hair's dried.

feeling super awful now ):

i go check my temperature again ):

omg i almost forgot the movie was alot of money wasted too.

darlinggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

i wont be a leech anymore ok? )))))):

i'll really stick to 5dollars a day!

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4:54 AM

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Taurus + Cancer

Earth + Water = Mud

Cancer is ruled by the Moon, which means changing moods and emotional highs and lows. But you both have a strong desire to show affection, so when the Cancerian is in an agreeable mood, your friendship will thrive.

This combination is very compatible, and could work well long term. This is becasue Taurus falls in Cancer’s area of friendship and fulfilment: you may be the answer to a lot of Cancer’s needs.

This is not always the case, though. Taurus brings a practical and earthy grounding to someone whose emotions at times are very volatile, and sometimes, this just doesn’t work.

But Cancer can slowly bring about the changes you need for your spiritual growth and fulfilment. And these changes could take place without too much argument from you because they won’t be sudden or imposed — you can live with that!

Don’t forget, some Taureans also have unpredictable mood swings. You may both have to accept that a little moodiness is a part of this relationship. The solution? Leave space for each other. If you do this, your compatibility rating will rise significantly.

There’s excitement and an emotional component in your sexual life with Cancer. This is essential for you — though you are a physical being, you relate well to the emotional input and sensitivity of a Cancerian.

Compassion for each other is a rare thing in relationships these days. This combination is an exception. The Moon and Venus are feminine in nature and highlight the softer characteristics of both parties.

Overall, your compatibility with Cancer is quite high. Cancerians born between 22 June and 3 July are excellent partners. This could be a sensitive and loving relationship.

You will be very attracted to Cancerians born between 4 July and 13 July, because they are ruled by Mars, your marital planet. There’s no doubt a friendship with someone born around this time could blossom into something very special.

Those born between 14 July and 22 July will intrigue you, but they may be better suited to being good friends or associates rather than lovers. The chemistry between you may not have quite enough spark. And spark is vital for a sexually vibrant long-term partnership.

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7:57 AM

Cancer + Taurus

Water + Earth = Mud

A relationship between you and Taurus means both of you adjusting to each other’s many shifts in mood. But you both have a strong desire to show your affection to each other, and when you are in a good mood, you’ll have a wonderful connection.

Taurus is like an anchor for your changeable, emotional temperament: they calm the waters and allow friendship and fulfilment between you. They may be the answer to many of your needs. They bring a practical and earthy quality to the partnership and soothe your tension and volatility.

Taureans are also moody, though, so it’s quite likely that you will have intermittent bouts of quarrelling. This is not a serious issue, and will clear up quickly.

You also come bearing gifts to Taurus. You can slowly bring about the changes Taurus needs on their path to spiritual growth. These changes usually happen smoothly, without much of a problem.

You and Taurus in bed have sexual excitement and emotional warmth. This is essential for you. Taurus will relate well to your displays of love. Overall, your compatibility is high.

Generally Taureans work well as friends, but with those born between 11 May and 21 May you can build a secure relationship. They know how to calm your fluctuating emotional states. With these Taureans, you can find everything you look for in terms of domestic and financial future security. The only thing missing is spontaneity; in every other way, this relationship will fulfil you on pretty much every level.

Taureans born between 20 April and 29 April will start out good friends, but will later lose concentration or act against your best interests. Communication is important for these Taureans. Unless you’re interested in sharing ideas and listening to what they have to say, this combination won’t be a good match for you.

If you’re a male Cancer, these Taureans will sucker you into spending lots of money on gifts or into helping them financially when they’re in trouble. This is unusual, because Taurus is generally a stable sign financially. Make sure you set clear boundaries at the very start.

You are intrigued by Taureans born between 30 April and 10 May — their quick wit appeals to you. The two of you will make excellent friends and will have a great time going out and meeting interesting people. You both love the idea of expanding your circle of friends. Your first choice is home-based entertainment, though, and as a couple, you will draw lots of people to your home.

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7:52 AM

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4:54 AM

(23:25) ashh:	darling ur doing ur best alr
(23:25) ashh:	it's tough to keep pets right now but ur responsible
(23:25) ashh:	come, tell me which reward you want
(23:26) qingg:	darling how many pts do we have?!
(23:26) ashh:	i think over 2000
(23:26) qingg:	-excited!
(23:26) ashh:	i must pay off the latest bill tmr then will have more points
(23:26) qingg:	High Tea Buffet for 2 at Marriott Cafe + $22 SunPerks Points - 2800 Code - 4452
(23:26) qingg:	i want this one!!!
(23:27) ashh:	hahaha ok u sound so excited
(23:27) ashh:	i go see
(23:27) qingg:	hmmm
(23:27) qingg:	is it really veryveryvery nice?
(23:28) ashh:	marriott cafe is the hotel beside far east/tangs?
(23:28) qingg:	yeaa
(23:28) qingg:	darling i go shower ok?
(23:28) qingg:	very tired
(23:28) qingg:	):
(23:28) ashh:	ok go shower
(23:28) ashh:	i do report
(23:28) ashh:
(23:31) ashh:	HAHAHA!!
(23:31) ashh:	what circle of trust lah
(23:31) ashh:	darling you're v funny
(23:31) qingg:	i dont think i am
(23:31) qingg:	nvm
(23:31) ashh:	anyway our m1 points is 2285
(23:31) ashh:	darling why you suddenly ask me that?
(23:32) ashh:	of course you are in my circle of trust
(23:32) ashh:	you're the only one in the circle
(23:32) qingg:	hmph i go change my passwords also!
(23:32) qingg:	tmd
(23:32) ashh:	go change lor
(23:32) ashh:	pw shouldn't be shared what
(23:32) ashh:	but if you want my pw, like if you need it
(23:33) ashh:	of coz i'll give you
(23:33) ashh:	nothing to hide
(23:33) qingg:	i dont need it
(23:33) ashh:	What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.
(23:33) ashh:	im doing the new colorgenic test
(23:33) ashh:	quite acurate
(23:33) qingg:	i'm not that person
(23:33) ashh:	what's wrong? sigh
(23:34) qingg:	are you talking to her
(23:34) ashh:	if you mean lard
(23:34) ashh:	of course not
(23:34) ashh:	how many times must i tell you...
(23:34) qingg:	nvm i cant be bothered
(23:34) ashh:	1. i am not in contact with her
(23:34) qingg:	seriously if i find out
(23:34) ashh:	2. i never will be
(23:34) qingg:	it's fated
(23:34) qingg:	if i dont
(23:34) qingg:	then
(23:34) qingg:	well i'm in luck
(23:34) ashh:	there's nothing to find out because (read the above 2 poins)
(23:35) ashh:	im sad u know?
(23:35) ashh:	you still dont trust me
(23:35) qingg:	you broke it
(23:35) ashh:	not even after i've changed so much for you
(23:35) qingg:	about just a year ago
(23:35) ashh:	yeah listen to yourself
(23:35) ashh:	a year ago
(23:35) qingg:	time heals
(23:35) qingg:	slow
(23:36) ashh:	and all the things i've done, i'm doing right now? all counts for nothing
(23:36) ashh:	why dont u just say that you're not a forgiving person
(23:36) qingg:	you've changed
(23:36) qingg:	that's why i change too
(23:36) qingg:	but things need time
(23:36) qingg:	i need security
(23:36) ashh:	you like to be forgiven, who doesn't? but you are not one to forgive and forget
(23:36) ashh:	i have given you security
(23:36) ashh:	you broke it first
(23:37) ashh:	since you wanna talk abt the past
(23:37) qingg:	do i have any more reasons to leave?
(23:37) qingg:	do i look like i want to leave?
(23:37) qingg:	on what basis did i leave?
(23:37) ashh:	then do i have any reasons to contact lard?
(23:37) ashh:	why would i?
(23:37) qingg:	well i may not be good enough
(23:37) qingg:	i cant provide for you things she can?
(23:38) qingg:	i'm controlling she's not
(23:38) ashh:	no? we're fine i think we're great
(23:38) ashh:	but not right now when you're doing this again
(23:38) qingg:	she can accept the fact that she's sharing you with somebody
(23:38) qingg:	i cant
(23:38) qingg:	i question i interrogate in certain situations
(23:38) ashh:	fuck
(23:38) qingg:	she doesnt
(23:38) ashh:	i am not an object
(23:38) ashh:	what sharing
(23:38) ashh:	im not some fucking network!
(23:39) ashh:	you shouldnt question and no one should interrogate
(23:39) qingg:	i wont love you if you want love from anywhere else
(23:39) ashh:	you could always ask nicely
(23:39) qingg:	and yeah
(23:39) qingg:	sorry but i'm just like that
(23:39) ashh:	whatever
(23:39) ashh:	i know you're always like that
(23:39) ashh:	im going off
(23:39) ashh:	bye

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4:43 AM

Monday, February 2, 2009

my darling is rushing her irritating 2-point pp report right now...

i hope you're not feeling stressed up baby.
poor thing, got so many tests next week
and our baby just popped out another 4 babies

on to happier things!
darling i don't mind taking over the papa hamster to lighten your load
and i can't wait for feb 15th! :D

happy 1st feb today darling! <3
i love you :)

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5:04 AM

Sunday, February 1, 2009

i cant wait for you to come over,
finally we can snuggle snuggle cosily together again. (:

it's been so long )):

darling i like you today
and yesterday.
i hope you can be this nice forever.

i dont mind hearing you saying you're stressed
destressing you makes me happy! :D

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7:33 AM