qing bites

3:02 AM

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

darling my neck is still hurting and now my wisdom tooth is joining in the fun :(

darling i'm actually quite timid. i think you're in many ways more brave than me. -shy
i'm scared when it comes to any type of surgery.
but what gets me thru' is knowing you're right outside and i can see you after the op.

i know you will extra sayang me since i really quite poor thing :'(
i look forward to all that extra sayang hehehe!

i'm so marh fan. and high maintenance. sighhh.

darling i miss you! and i bet you're hungry cos you always get hungry around this time at night!
:D

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4:38 AM

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

my darling very cute!!

hehehe,
she wants to blog about

1) the very witty and bitchy line from her
it's very unbalanced just like jean danker's face

2) the cornetto she got with meeeeeeeee, supper supper suppppper,

3) and how nice she has been these few days!

but i've been very ting hua and i behaved myself these few dayss

hehehe

4) one more thing! my darling gave me all the very nice food these few days!!
everyday is nice fooody day!

qing bites

5:59 AM

i hope your wisdom tooth thing can go away soon,
and hopefully it's not as bad as we both think,
haha, like it or not i think we're both pretty paranoid when it comes to ailments and health.

darling will i die?!??!

yeah, that's me. not you. (:

so tomorrow we'll go to school to get some stuff done to feel purposeful and on task.
then we get to nuh for your dental appointment. (:

i cant wait to dance! on thurs!:D
hehe.

hughugs. i miss you.
you're eating curry and rice at home now my poor little baobei.
so thrifty. ):
i feel very bad for spending so much of your money,

the royal french blue adidas jacket i dug out and you looted away successfully:D
then we bai tan zi
hahahaha! :D

hmmm,
i'm sorry about the 200 over bucks i spent baby )):
will put back okokok?
i just called you and you hung up on me ):
think you're really angry with me

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5:42 AM

Sunday, March 22, 2009

ashh: and i'm set thinking. as long as i have you, i think i'll do just fine with anything anywhere.
(because like what you said, everybody wants different things in life. and i want you)

qingg: sama sama. the liu pi's earning more but nobody can stand her mole.

HAHAHA! typical ke ai de xiao wu liao :D

i just want to remember this moment.

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5:14 AM

Saturday, March 21, 2009

hello darling!!!

i just RSVP the next adidas bootcamps for us!
i like to go for torture camps with you!
and thurs dance = torture camp
i hope your muscle aches go away soon

darling our holidays seem to be flying past...
i wanna spend some quality time with you leh
can you sleep over this coming sun - mon?
i promise i'll clean up my room and stock up on foods and dvds! :D

i miss miss you. alot :(
you're in the shower now
call you when ur out love!

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5:24 AM

Friday, March 20, 2009

DARLING!

you know how much i long for you right now? ):
i dont think you knowww.

alotalotalotalotalotttt..

like the kind that's so bad i cant bring myself to doing anything or putting my mind to rest while my body's giving wayyy.
4 hrs of dance is seriously no joke. tmd, i havent done this in a long while.
and baby i'm really proud of the improvements you've been making. i think you have the potential to do really well but you really gotta make your actions bigger and be more bhb,
(:
otherwise, you're catching the steps fine,
your rhythm's better than mine.
if not for you today at dance, i dont think i can hold it out for the last hour.

now we're both exhausted like eh i dont know
like cows after one day of field ploughing.

tomorrow's going to be another longlong day for us.
gotta wake up early to laundry, and do hamhams.
hahaha. i like to watch them look happy and run on the wheel after cleaning their cages (:

dont worry i wont put them together.

baby must really swear off all fast food ok?
if not the progress you make goes nowhere but back to your tumtum.
i shall be a good role model and do likewise.
let's eat only grilled and steamed stuff kayy?
you can get your carbonara soon!
i remember alright?
but just not after a day of exercise, it'll be such a waste to what we've done...

ok,
it's just all midnight nags.

cant wait to see you tomorrow my little big hamham.
with smelly armpits that i love to put my nose close to.

hughugs!

i love you.
forever.

((:

qing bites

6:13 AM

Sunday, March 15, 2009

questions,
interrogations,
doubts,
uncertainty


hello baby my phone just lit up,
i think you're going to call me soonsoonsoon! :D

i've always thought that one can only trust when there's nothing to lose.
but at the same time,
to not trust is like living in mortal hell ):

you trust me over and over for countless number of times with an infinite list of things and thoughts.
i'll learn.
to be just like you(:

qing bites

3:57 AM

i wish we can be invisible when we walk around.
we see each other everyday,
but there's rarely chances for us to really hughug without looking around and feeling uncomfortable ):

darling i think my period and yours are coming soon, it's about a month since our papers.

i'm sorry for forcing you to forgo sleep with me for the past 2 nights.
espeically when sleep is your essential. much more important than food.
):

i'm feeling super guilty now )):

i dont know. everytime when i feel anger, i'll eventually end up feeling sorry and sad.
such regret and exasperation. it's all so intense and there's so much thoughts i dont know how to verbalize.

baby i know you have alot to deal with already,
i do keep track of all the major concerns you have about your health, life, studies, family and eventually career.

i'm sorry for being such a materialistic bitch sometimes ):
i love the red nano. and ponyo! (:
and it's the best birthday present i've ever recieved in my life.
there's nothing else i want more than being able to feel close to you everynight.


and that want, has been the same for at least 2 years now.

you're right i'm stupid ):
i always do things opposing to what you say and suggest,
not only that, but insist that you go the same way.

our life now is not exactly perfect i know.
although things have definitely settled towards stability,
i'm not giving you what you want.
and you're always giving me what i want.

dont worry kay?
i wont give you only ice cream anymore, in fact i'll stop you sharply.
your whines wont work i'll close my eyes and shut my ears.

your wants are mine as well.

we wasted quite alot of money today i know ))):

but i'm getting money tmr!:D

and next friday!! :D
my balance will be 500+ by next weekend ok?

hughugs.

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3:34 AM

Friday, March 13, 2009

there's no need for sorrys
it's just my own pain and fear that's haunting me and nibbling on my sanity every now and then.

you know how well i keep track of dates and things.
in chronological aspect.

sometimes i wish i can watch over my things just the same

i'm sorry darling,
i love you ):

qing bites

9:39 AM

we have been so happy these few days. (why do you have to revisit the past every now and then?)

if i say a sincere sorry, will you talk things out with me?

:(

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5:33 AM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

hello darling!

ponyo ponyo!
and red nanoooooo.






and pot pourri

hehhehehe

lalalala

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6:24 AM

Monday, March 9, 2009

hello darling!
am i the ONE?!?!?!

10 Signs that you've got the ONE
1. ChemistryYou can't explain it, but Cupid's arrow hit hard and you are mad about this person. They are the most beautiful being you've ever known and you can't wait to learn everything about them. Sparks are flying but you also feel a connection that is comfortable and familiar... almost like you already know them - and maybe you do from a past life. You feel at ease with this person and passionate all at once.

2. BalanceThough you desire each other endlessly you also have a harmonious relationship in which you find intellectual and emotional stimulation. As the cliché goes, not just your lover but your friend. (Pina Coladas and getting caught in the rain, anyone?) You, quote,"simply enjoy time together in a myriad of ways". No ruts, couch potatoes or bar flies here of course ...TV nights and a drink are fun, although you have so many other things to do together you've had to Tivo the last five episodes of your favorite program.

3. Respect and compromiseWe all get consumed by the flames of passion, but true love also means mutual respect. Do you respect each other's time? Maybe you have very different careers or interests. Maybe your schedules are night and day, but treating each other with respect and taking each other's needs into account is key. Compromise is par for the course, be it compromise that is respectful to both parties. If you need the United Nations to settle your disagreements, then maybe it's not your ideal match.

4. TimeSo you respect their time - now do you make time for them and vice versa? It seems like with more ways of communicating these days - email, texting, instant messaging - people have a fast food sense of connecting. Your sweetie not only makes time to pick up the phone and have a real conversation but when they see you, they're not sending texts and taking calls the whole time. It takes quality time to make a quality relationship work.

5. MuseThroughout history painters, writers and musicians have created masterpieces, written sonnets and symphonies inspired by their muse. Now you don't have to be Picasso or Mozart, but if they make you want to try and rhyme a couple of lines or even sing a romantic tune out loud, then maybe you've found your muse in this inspiring match.

6. Self-improvementRemember Jack Nicholson's famous line in As Good As It Gets - "You make me want to be a better man." Does your significant other make you want to grow and be a better person for yourself and for the relationship? True love is also love for ourselves so we can be fully present with others. If you keep evolving, so will your relationship.

7. EmotionsWhen you've met the right person, you know you can share your vulnerabilities with them. Not only can you laugh together but you can cry with each other and feel at ease. A good match is not just a fair weather date but someone who can handle the ups and downs that inevitably occur. If so, go ahead and break out the tissues for your Saturday night movie!

8. LaughWhen you see each other, you bring a smile to each other's faces. Even at the end of a bad day, one look from your special someone has you relaxing already. You make each other laugh and you have a good sense of humor about the relationship. Laughter can get you through a lot because even when you're perfect together, life still poses challenges. If you can deal with them as a couple and still make each other smile, you have better staying power even when Mercury goes retrograde.

9. Au naturalThat same fox or vixen you saw on the town last night sometimes wears sweat pants and a t-shirt sans deodorant. Does their natural scent make you want to pounce on them or break open the fire hydrant? Scent is a driving force in attraction. Get past the clouds of perfume and cologne and find an even better smell that you'd like to bottle… your nose knows best!

10. Family and friendsUsually your friends and family know you better than you think they do and often times, they know when they see a good match for you. If your dates are always garnering disapproval but this one has them raving… it's definitely a good sign. Does your match get along with your friends and are they eager to be closer to you by being closer to your network? If your date can break open a beer with your buddies or do brunch with your friends, maybe they'll be calling your parents mom and dad... someday.

Of course, one or more of the above signs will garner an interesting pair, but for your best match, try for ten out of ten.

qing bites

6:04 AM

hello darling i'm here again! :D
i'm so blur i didn't realise my last entry was missing hahaha.

i'm downloading dance songs as well as soundtracks of slumdog and watchmen! heh!

holidays been so gooooood i don't wanna return to school!
dog farm was fun today!!
i still can't decide between the chihuahua and the haywire terrier!
but shucks i can't get either right now anyway.

darling i'm going to apply cream cream then call you then we go slp!
back to dance tmr and drum drum!
<3 empty arcades on quiet weekdays!

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5:49 AM

hello darling i'm going to shwoer now!:D

heheh, thanks for the dog farm visit. i hard alot of fun (:

we'll get our cosy little home,
all decorated and nicely renovated.
i dont mind sharing a room with you really!

then we'll get a hyper wirehair jack russell
or a squiggly little chihuahua!:D

maybe both:D

HEHE

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4:27 AM

Friday, March 6, 2009

hello darling!
please be careful when you post entries ok?
your last entry went to another blog -.-

ours now is :D <3s =D
not Gone


anyhow, holiday's been great hasnt it?!!?!?!

i hope you're really enjoying yourself at dance as much as i am!

cos you're showing vast improvement gosh you're real fast for a beginner who's never been to dance before you know you know??
and obviously we made the right choice,

jitterbugs sucks!
so does oschool!

whhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeee i like studio wu!:D:D:D

ok you're going to the law society tomorrow and i dont want you to feel sad and alone so i'm gonna try to wake up early as well to join you in town!
hope you're not going to wear your contacts i heartache to see your eyes swell ))):

night love.

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6:15 AM